My Journey with Anxiety (The Beginning of it and the Conquering)

When I was young ( around 2nd grade ) I started having really bad anxiety. It really all started when I saw part of a murder mystery that was on television. There was a remake scene of someone's death. It scared me soooo much, then again, I was only in 2nd grade. I wasn't as exposed to those type things. 
- Death wasn't something I thought about at such a young age until I watched that show. It opened my eyes a little ( a little to much that is ) to the world around me. There are bad people in the world and there is such a thing called death. Nobody can cheat it. We are all gonna die eventually unless Jesus comes down to take us to Heaven. That scared me. I hated the thought of losing my family, or dying of a disease, or just disease and sickness and harm attacking those I love.  - After watching that show, it was really the starting point of my anxiety. I worried about everything. I always thought I was dying or that I had a terrible, deadly sickness or something. I would hav…

The Liebster Award

---------THE LIEBSTER AWARD---------
Hey everyone!!! I just wanted to say thanks so much to  Audrey Caylin for nominating me to do this challenge! This is so fun! I will follow the rules and see how it goes!! 

The rules: 
- Thank the person who nominated you. 
- Answer the 11 questions they gave you.
- Name 11 facts about yourself.
- Nominate 11 bloggers to do this tag, and let them know. (I don't even know if I know 11 bloggers who haven't done this. We'll see.) 
- Give them 11 questions to answer. 

The questions:

-What's one thing you've always wanted to try but never have? Umm....I've always wanted to try writing a whole story. Beginning to end! lol. Still working on that. 

-Team Cap or Team Iron Man? Gonna have to go with Team Cap!! 

-What's your favorite word? I honestly don't know. I say a lot of phrases but I don't know if I have a favorite 'word' so to say. 

-If it could only be one season for an entire year, which would you choose? Oh gosh, …

Aspiring Future Author and Where I'm at so Far

Ever since I was very little ( probably around the age of four ) I aspired to be an author. I would write little books and ask my mom to publish them for me... I would beg and not understand why I wasn't a world famous author, yet. Then again I was only four. To this day there is something about just telling a story. Whether it's on paper or on a computer screen, there is something about putting your ideas into a story... Being able to have the power to make new characters and give them each their own personality.

I personally love reading a good book with its fair share of ups and downs between a couple. They always leaves me hanging on the edge of my seat and flipping the pages for more and more and more until I'm completely satisfied with how it ends. I love to escape into a book that takes me away from reality. Sometimes, there are books though that I want to dive into and they don't even exist. Those are the books that I want to see my name on. Those are the boo…

for KING AND COUNTRY, and Beauty Boys and Ballgowns book reviewwww!

It's the most wonderful time of the year!! (you imagine the song in your head) 
Christmas is here once again... I know this week for my family personally will be filled with cookie baking, Christmas movie watchin',and driving around neighborhoods watching a spectacular array (depending on the house) of lights glisten.. But today's blog topic is December faves! 
Before I continue on with talking, I want to introduce myself... Hi, I'm Red!  I'm a teenage girl who has red hair (if you didn't guess already), and I LOVE Jesus Christ! I also love to spend my time at the piano where I practice my given piano pieces for the week or just playing by ear! I aspire to write Christian fantasy/romance novels for many teenage and young adult girls like me that still fill your romance, drama, action, and just all around fairy tale genre but with a Christ-like base and with Christ-like morals.. I hope you will embark on this journey with me on this blog, and my upcoming YouTube c…